Lets see...i'm still the little emo i've always been, on the inside, of course. One can't be seen to be emo when approaching twenty one. It's not the done thing. Perhaps that's why I am emo. Born to be different and all that.
I'm at uni now :O Good times! Really enjoying it, but as procrastinatory as ever, i'm leaving all my work till the last minute. Meant to have made a start on my dissertation, and by a start, they mean written half of it. Have I done that? Have I hell.
I've made tons of new and amazing friends here, and also lost some. People with serious self esteem issues, that had no trust in me and were convinced my word was always a lie. And it rarely is. I'm an open person. I tell things straight. It avoids confusion and trauma later on. Well with everyone but these apparent friends. But that's another story. For a better time, when I can look back and laugh at how, actually, despite it being an awful couple of months, i've come out the other end with such amazingly strong and supportive friends that I can't quite believe my luck.
So yeah. This is my blog...I intend to update more, though I doubt anyone actually reads this drivel. I'm not updating for my readers, I'm updating for myself. Although I intend to write for real one day, this is just like a diary. A cathartic release in online form. Who knows, it may actually make me feel better about myself. We shall see.
For now I will continue with my life, that really isn't as awful as I make it sound, I mean i'm not starving, i'm not homeless, i'm not without friends and family to rely on. I'm just a headcase, who thinks too much about too little and after all, everything is relative, and if i didn't have something to complain about I wouldn't be being true to my heritige.
Peace.
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